Tableau

I completed a test shoot today for a new project! Very exciting :) it was the standard location and lighting test, I won’t give away anything about the series of work itself because I want to write about it properly when it’s finished in a few weeks, but I will say that it was great to get the lights back out.

Another couple of photo walks done :) which you can find here and here!

Until then, I’ve come across a few bits whilst gathering together info for the photo blogs I’ve just published. One of which is a blog from last month that I haven’t released on this website but it is very relevant to my tableau images and what influenced my ideas, here’s what inspired me:

“Rego, it’s her work that depicts animals in human roles and situations; the Fantasia and Dog Women series’, the latter in particular in which there is an underlying psychological sexuality through a feminine viewpoint (I’m reading this from a university sketch book btw) as women bay at the moon:

“To be a dog woman is not to necessarily to be downtrodden, in these pictures every woman is a dog woman; powerful. To be bestial is good- it’s physical. Eating, snarling; all activities to do with sensation are positive.” – Rego

I’d recommend that you check out her snow white series as well, I won’t go into her style of paintings as from this I mainly took influence from her concepts; the sexuality, the power and bestiality. For this project in which I explored rego’s work i had been working towards a narrative based image about  a woman who was attracting a mate: i’d taken to the whole animal attraction thing and combined that with Helen Van Meene’s images of awkward pubescent girls wanting attention so I’d created the idea of a “peacock woman” who used her colours, amongst other things, to attract a male.

This was after my first narrative idea in which Hopper was my main influence. His paintings reflect his views on American life, urban and rural settings- sometimes combined, and creates effective use of contrasting light and shadow to portray an atmosphere, often playing symbolic roles in his images and can be compared to cinematography of film noir. I especially took from the careful placement of human figures and the attention he paid to geometric design, the people interacting with their surroundings displaying their emotions of solitude, regret, boredom, and resignation. They almost look like film stills- the characters positioned and captured in moment and scene.

All of these aspects combined with the influence i took from photographer hannah starkey and her images that capture moments of the everyday experiences of routine and in relationships: the people quietly observe one another often evoking an atmosphere of tension. This is lead to my first tableau image Breakfast:

“A tableau piece inspired by the quiet, everyday moments between people in their relationships. In this staged situation, I have explored the concept of a stagnant, empty relationship and how the character’s attitudes have changed towards each other in time. The notion of how differences in routine soon merge into one, continuous state of solidarity is hinted at: even as they grow distant they are still tied together by their repeated, everyday routine.

My tableau ideas are all based around people in their relationships and how we attract each other in the first place.”

True story, more to come and these practitioners still influence my ideas now- i’m hoping to shoot a lot more now i’m moving and have locations and people available. I should hopefully have my website up and running within these next couple of weeks too which is exciting :) anyway, i’ve touched on this topic before here: http://thefocusproject.co.uk/2011/05/02/curly-wurly-3511/ but didn’t go into as much detail especially with Hopper, I’ve also written about photographer Sarah Small who is another tableau photographer.”

Well, I hoped that explained a bit more about my work :P until next time! x

Mini photo blog 4

“Taking influence from Henri Cartier Bresson and his realistic documentary style of Street photography, I gave myself a project of exploring similar themes in my home city and its streets, photographing it as I saw it. Always looking for lines/ shapes in my compositions from years of my interest in the Bauhaus, I found this abandoned area with its litter, graffiti and bricked up windows and was caught by the geometric patterns and shapes that resided there.

After looking further into the genre of street photography, more specifically, derelict areas, I became more focused on “Urban Decay” and the more eye-catching  elements of these run-down, abandoned areas that most people overlook or dismiss.

I still look for these areas in every new place I visit, as, to me, they are captivating in the sense of that they are all around us but are often disregarded or not perceived of as being appealing.”

For an extra little lovely I’ll leave you this: http://thefocusproject.co.uk/2012/02/18/photo-blog-50/ ; a giant photo blog in which a few of the Focus members submitted an image and short paragraph of info about their work :)

I’ll have to get back into the routine of writing regularly!

Mini Photo blog 3

The last installment of my previous photo blogs from my blogspot page (I’ll start writing some new ones very soon) it’s short and sweet and whilst reading through I found two more that I had written over a year ago. So now I’m thinking I need a “photo blog” tab on my website :) I even found my first “inspiration blog”!

“This was taken in a little place called Betws-y-Coed (yes it’s spelt right haha) in north Wales, a place my family often visits during the summer holidays every year for a random day trip or a quick drive through stop. I know that mum and dad used to drive here a lot on dad’s bike when they were younger and they’ve continued to come here years later to show their kids, and it does remind me of being young- I get deja vu every time. This time it was pretty late on in the day, it was cool and a bit windy, but lo and behold there were still children and dogs paddling whilst mums shouted at them to be careful, dads ate the left over fish and chips and the older brother was skipping stones narrowly missing their little sibling. Though it was still a bit calmer than previous visits, for us especially. I set out to finish my roll of film in a cheap point- and- shoot charity shop camera and when this image presented itself to me- I felt that it pretty much summed up how my family was feeling: calm, relaxed, back in a familiar and comfortable place where we knew we’d been happy before- a get away. I wanted to reenact that year my sister nearly fell in the water but she wasn’t up for it for some reason. I don’t know the girl in the red, but I knew I’d have to have her in an image with that colour and the way she, like us, knew every stone to step on to get further into the river and how she looked at her surroundings with the same contentment and misty eyes, past memories running around her mind, and like everyone else getting the last bit of sun before autumn slipped away.”

…Poetic, Jeanine, just poetic. Cheese. Oh well :P

Anyway, one of the blogs I referenced earlier is similar to one that I’ve already talked about on this website about my grandmother, but this goes into more detail about research and the actual series of images:

I’ll pop the next couple into photo blogs of their own x

Photo Blog 2

So I’m carrying on with the previous photo blogs before I type up any new ones, this one’s only from February but it seems further away than that! And the image itself was taken months before. Oh well, here it is:
“This image is from my many roles of out of date kodak colour film, I can’t remember if it was actually taken with the disposable camera itself of whether I popped it into my prakitca.. it may have even been in the freezer for a bit… Either way the room isn’t that green :P it was taken in the Bluecoat gallery- it must have been the democratic promenade exhibition.
I regularly visited the bluecoat for many reasons: one; I love the building and the lattes :P two; the exhibitions are either cheap or completely free, and three; most importantly- because I came here for inspiration and for subjects for Focus Project articles. I haven’t been there for a while :( i should get back into the routine of going now and then. It was great while I could go- the weather was nice and at the time all i did was write, paint, go to town, job hunt, drink coffee, take photos, go to the gym..  i think its because i landed a work experience position then never got back into the habit of going to the bluecoat galleries. I’ve been to the tate a few times since but there’s been a lul in that too. saying that i should really be saving my monies too.
At this time I’d been home for a few months back from uni then back from Berlin. It was a great time- for the first time ever i was out of education and i had very little responsibilities and no worries at all, i wasn’t even worried about the future because i was satisfied and happy with what i was doing then and there. yes i was job hunting and i was aware that this wouldn’t last, as some day i would need more money and want to move out (so, the point i’m at now really) so it just made that time all the more, well, better.
I do enjoy the grain in this image, i think it looks like a film still and slightly painterly. a lovely green film still hehe! I liked it so much that I even entered it as part of a series into a big competition. I was fond of that whole series actually; i took an image from 7 of these out of date rolls of film and entered it with a similar description that i’ve given here, about moving home after the first time in three years, re-visiting places that had changed and others that hadn’t and had been frozen in time etc but as you can guess it didn’t get me anywhere lol i’ll get it next time :P
I think my favourite aspect of this image is the composition: the horizontal working with the vertical lines, the repetitive geometric shapes that lead you into the image along with the light and shadow contrasts, it pretty much sums up everything i loved fro my earlier work and initial influences from when i first took to photography; the likes of the bauhaus being the foundation of my photographic journey.”
Obviously a fair bit has changed since I wrote this only two months ago, the big difference being that i did actually move out and did land a job so looking back on this really did please me :) happy days x

Photo Blog 1

A few months ago I started writing Photo blogs about my own images on my personal blog, admittedly I didn’t get far with it but it’s still something I’d like to carry on with. I think it was because I also write photo blogs for the Focus Project and my personal ones were put on the back burner, so I’ll head back to them and until then here’s what I have previously written about my work:

For starters, this is the first one I wrote back in April last year of my initial Staged piece, the university project that introduced me to the world of the narrative image in the first place. Here’s what I wrote;

“I’ll start it off with an image that kick started the genre in which I have specialized in, which is “Staged”/ Tableau or narrative: Images that tell a story. This was a second year uni project in which we had to stage a scene from a non- lens based source, for example a poem, play, book or painting etc etc. I chose Serov’sThe Girl with Peaches, 1887 to re create and modernize. I decided to keep the pastel colour palate, the composition, and the lighting to the best I could. Using a round tower room, I found a similar set to this painting’s era and dressed it accordingly, props included. I also styled the model and since I knew her well, she needed little direction and we could work together with ease.

         

As a Russian Impressionist, Serov concentrated on the spontaneous and curious expression of the girl as well as the effect of light and how that developed colour in the frame and on the subject. The picturesque nature of the image gives a sense of a fresh atmosphere, capturing a spontaneous moment when the world around them is completely at ease.”

Not the best written synopsis but I’m sure I’ve written about it more in depth here somewhere. Either way, as it was my first go at this type of photography I really enjoyed the process and outcome, and now I can pick this image apart and hope to improve it as I have learned from this experience to improve my current work.

Here’s more from last year;

http://neeneenoodle.blogspot.co.uk/2012/01/2011.html

The Perfect Lemon

I’ve been going through some old ideas over the past few days- you know the type; scribbled notes, rough drawings, basic research references and a final concept that needs a bit of tlc, but at the time this idea was either put on the backburner, panned or unfortnetly forgotten about. Personally, I try to keep track of all of these small or initial ideas until there is time to look back, but this time I needed to look back to gain little inspiration from my work, more like a re-vamp as I had started to doubt my current ideas for one reason or another, and this gave me a chance to revive some lost ideas and go back to the foundations of others so that I now have a fresh, restored ideas that I hopefully have improved! So they’ll be getting started on very soon :) I think it can be important to go back to initial research, methods and ideas to recuperate current work, and I now believe that  more than ever- there’s nothing quite like going back to your roots.

 

This is photography work I’m talking about, but my roots do go back to my gcse art and design days which stem to the influences I have gained from then from exploring the art world. College work was even brought up today, and me being me keeps a list of practitioners and ideas from these sketch books to look at when I need to, the sketch books themselves are nice to go through now and then just to see how far you’ve come. However it occurred to me that I never really look back to anything before gcse and today remembered how I originally  stepped my pinkie toe into the art world.

It started with a lemon.

Not this lemon, this is an example lemon. The original lemon was done in pastel, one of those bowl-of-fruit set ups in year 8 when we were being taught about form, texture, shape, tone etc etc and i was desperate to move up in the sets- I loved art class and wanted more- I’d been practicing drawing at home and the teacher nearly always recognised that I was doing well but I still wanted top set, and this lemon pushed me up there all because of the shading. I’d added extra shading and colour and my teacher literally walked me out of class there and then and into the set one class room. weeeeeeeeeeee!!

Awesome :P I did have a lot of catching up to do though, I remember that first lesson and everyone was line drawing glass wine bottles.. mine felt inferior to the others I could see on the table I’d just sat at and I felt like a it of an intruder. So I worked at my technique and before I knew it I was going into an early Art GCSE with the rest of the set one’s. Yeeahh, Fast-Track Art. I still often felt like I wasn’t good enough to be there- I had a bad habit of comparing my work to others- but that just gave me more drive to do more work and take more time to do so. I think I’ve always been like that- I even did it in uni and in the end it paid off;  it was worth those moments of doubt when the outcome was better than what I had in mind at the beginning. Except for that lemon, that lemon was perfect in every way shape and form :P I didn’t get it back though…

Getting it Together

One blog post down :P my first one ended up in the “me” category as it was generally a look at what I’d been up to and some images from a couple of photo walks, so I thought I may as well carry on and do a general update about my projects as the “photography” category will be for my professional work and ideas.

So since I’ve recently moved house and city I wanted to talk about an ongoing project that I started a couple of years ago documenting my surroundings as I moved each year whilst at university, I was interested to see where everything would go in each house, what possessions came with me, where they were placed and what I felt was important to have in my immediate surrounds, not tucked away in a box. As I’m coming to the end of this project I can safely say it varied from year to year, sometimes due to the size of my dinky student room.

This all stemmed from a documentary project I started about my Grandmother and her move from her home to a nursing home. Again, I looked at what initially went with her, where it was placed, what was left behind, what her house looked like when she left and her new bedroom in comparison. Honestly, it was a bit weird to see her house and her left over possessions placed somewhere to replace an item that had gone with her, it didn’t look right, it wasn’t really her house anymore and it saddened me as I could still remember what it looked like when I was a child spending a few weeks per summer there.

Her new room is a lot better now than what it was. I think it was important, especially to my Mother, to make her new surroundings feel as homely as possible, with some old objects, photo albums and new cuddly toys bought for her every so often.

Thinking back, Mari Mahr was a big influence for this project:

http://www.iniva.org/dare/themes/space/mahr.html

There were a few other names I looked at but I can’t remember them right now.. I may go away and research this project on my hard drive then come back to it..

Either way, my surroundings projects will be released in a few weeks and it ties in with a couple of other documentary projects I did whilst I was at home for a few months after University, which consisted of my memory box project and my “routes” projects which you can find on my flickr. At the time, I was a little obsessed with documenting everything- my thoughts, my room and everything in it, my walks, old haunts, and I think this was due to the fact that I knew I was leaving home so I wanted to get it all down, but I did start to document desperately at one point- staying up at night to write down things to photograph (it didn’t help that my room now had aalll of my old books and toys in it) and staying up to capture perfectly the refections the windows made on the wall and the pattern the rain drops made, I just wanted everything to be recorded, all the little details. I can safely say I’m not that bad anymore :P but I still understand this urge to reserve the past, to record everything as it was and as it is now.

Walks

Hello and welcome to my website! It’s pretty much all set up now bar from a few minor bits so I’m filling it up with a couple of blogs :)
Having a few blogs on the go at the moment I was unsure what to write about for my website, I want to keep it just about my work and projects but I’ll probably throw in some of my other blog posts every now and then too, by other blogs I mean the writings I publish at The Focus Projects where I discuss art practitioner’s work, sometimes my own ideas and influences then I have my own personal blog which ranges from mini rants to my inspirations to documenting memories etc so I’ll be keeping it professional here :P probably posting up the odd inspiration, review and idea blogs. But instead of going back and talking about past work that is currently on this website (you can read about my work on the photography pages), I’ll be blogging about work I’m doing now and what I hope to accomplish in the future.

I’ll start from the most recent photo shoot which was a night time photo walk. On digital- I’m waiting for my next pay cheque to get some rolls of film developed so that will be a blog some point this month! This walk happened because I was itching to get out- I’ve recently moved house so bar from the odd walk into town and cycle this was more of a creative outlet to get me away from boxes and to-do lists and so I had used my camera before I started work back at my old job.
They’re not great, but it was a relief for me to have my camera out again after packing then unpacking etc and I was focusing more on the colours in the sky than anything:

  

Shortly after this and before I went back to work, we went out for a cycle to a park I’ve been to a few times before but this time exploring a different part of it. The weather had been glorious all week and again, I was itching to get out of the house and away from my to-do list, perfect conditions to take my new nikon for a spin:

     

Again, they’re not exactly my professional work, it was more of an egress and these were things that caught my eye, I even had an experiment in editing which I don’t often do anymore. Well, I’m planning on taking many more walks and cycles so there may be a few more blogs like this, I’m interested in seeing a progression/ improvement in my images and technique though.